It has been a long time since I have posted anything here...  a lot has changed, for better and for worse...  today has been a good day,  but it turned out bad for me, as it got my mind racing...  I hate when I get mixed signals ( Read more... )

I am starting to find my way back,  which I really should have been long before now ( Read more... )

When you said good bye,  my world ended that night....  I did my best to head what I was told. You never left my thoughts nor my heart, even though you were no longer in my life.

I entered a fugue state.  I lost who I was.  I still do not know as of yet....

I will always love you,  and I miss you. 

I admit,  I am still having a hard time comping with no longer being complete....

Fell into a huge depression... still trying to claw my way out... just trying to carry on....

I just hope one day, we will be able to talk again.....

Have you ever tried to forget someone? and in that trying, it feels like you are destroying who you are?

It seems much harder now to take joy in even the greatest things in my life anymore....

it honestly feels like part of me has died.

Wow...

It amazes me the way some things change....

When you think everything is set in it's course,  a full later, and everything is completely changed.

Thanks to a Goddess... I am complete.  (I just beg of my Goddess that this does not end any time soon)

but I guess I can come back to this....

All I can say right now is...  This year (Since New Year's Eve) Has been the best year of my life.

I am complete.

Hey...

I am looking for something to do Friday Night in either Dayton or Columbus, as well as Saturday night when I get back from Rock on the Range...  anyone have any ideas or suggestions?

Shade 

You Are a Black Panther
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 When you see this, post in your own journal with your favorite quote from The Princess Bride. Preferably not "As you wish" or the Inigo Montoya speech.  (I did have Mandy Patinkin say that line to me personally, just so ya'll know.)

This was a hard choice...  evrything with Billy Crystal as Miracle Max...  but I had to go with this scene....

Inigo ( Read more... )