I have determined that I just dont give a fuck anymore...if anyone wants to hate me they can go right the fuck ahead.

That is all

Well, I have no clue when the next time I get to go home is...and that really sucks. I wanna go home and see Karen, Beth, Marlie, Liz, Brenna, Megan, Jen, Tara, Ryan, my dad and Janet, my mom, Amanda, my grandparents, and everyone else. I'm so homesick it's not even funny. And someone I know wants me to write an entry about her...but I'm kinda too ( Read more... )

Well, I had today off cuz I'm sick. Apparently I have strep throat, so sorry to anybody who wants to make out with me right now. I don't want you to get all sickies too. On second thought, who would actually wanna make out with me anyways?? Other than being sick, there's not really much more news, other than the fact that I'm no longer going to ( Read more... )

STUPID FUCKING TELUS PHONE COMPANY!!!! When I got my phone over Christmastime, I made sure I had the unlimited evenings and weekend plan, and now they're saying I'm on a different plan and they stuck me with a $500 phone bill. I can't believe them. My step-brother AND my contract I signed can verify that I wanted the unlimited evenings and weekend ( Read more... )

Well, I just found out today that I'm going to Alert, Nunavut at the end of February for three months. It sucks ass because I won't have any communication with any of my friends for three months...and thats about the only thing that holds me together right now...

This was posted by a friend of mine in her journal and she wanted it passed on. I just want to say again that I'm proud of her for doing this, as it takes a hell of a lot of guts ( Read more... )

I wanna go home. I'm so homesick. I miss Beth, Karen, Tara, Liz, Brenna, Megan, Ryan...fuck, I miss everyone

Man...no matter what I do, I keep thinking about the "what-if's" with Beth. "What if i treated her better, would we still be together?"etc. And I keep thinking about how bad I want to be back together with her. I'm so miserable without her. She was the best thing that ever happened to me and I just want to be with her so bad. But whatever...like me ( Read more... )

This is gonna sound really retarded, but I just went outside for like the past half-hour and let the snow fall on me. While I was out there, I cried out all my problems, so now I'm feeling much better...but I dunno how long that's gonna last. I can't actually believe I cried out in the snow...that sounds really...well...gay. BUT I'M NOT GAY!!! ( Read more... )

I wanna crawl into a corner and die...