Well, what has happened recently?? I've had many mini-breakdowns because of various reasons. I burned myself pretty badly today while at work. I was welding and a piece of hot metal fell onto my leg. I can barely walk it hurts so much. And it seems like everyone is turning their backs on me. I feel like I've got nobody left. After I lost Beth, it ( Read more... )

Well, after having a great time together at her Snowflake Ball, Beth decides that she wants to break up with me...again. This would be the third time that she's broken my heart. It's almost like she enjoys hurting me. The kicker is...I'd take her back in a heartbeat if she wanted me to. She thinks being "just friends" is gonna somehow make us get ( Read more... )

Man, this is so damn boring. I have to work all day today, and said work involves me sitting on my ass doing abso-fucking-lutely nothing. It sucks major amounts of ass. But on the bright side, it's only six more days until I get home and hold Beth in my arms. I can't wait*happy thoughts*.:D:D

WOOHOO!!! 9 more days until I go home and see all my cool, kick-ass friends; and the love of my life, Beth. This makes for a muchly happy Chris. Also, I don't have to work tomorrow. This makes me uber-happy, as I get to sleep in!! That is all for now. G'night all.*hugs for all the cool females that love me, and those that I love*

Well, 11 more days until I get to see my incredibly wonderful girlfriend that I miss so much. WOOHOO!!!*does a happy dance* I love Beth with all my heart and soul, and I hope she knows that. In other news, Beth wants to buy me a Christmas present, but I won't tell her what I want, because seeing her is all I want. Anyways, for the past two days I ( Read more... )

GRRRRRRRRRR!!! I just found out I gotta wake up at 5:00AM tomorrow*runs to corner and cries like a baby*

Well, I was stuck working all damn weekend. It is not fun at all. And I'm all alone too, causing an incredible case of loneliness*sobs quietly*. And feeling lonely is not a good thing in my current state of "blahness". This has been an update from the mind of me.

WORK SUCKS!!! I NEED OUTTA HERE!!!

Today, I found out that I'm getting kicked out of the military for sure, so buhbye to my well-paying job:(. But I have decided that I would like to go to university if I can, so I need people to send me information about universities in Nova Scotia, New Brunswick, or Prince Edward Island. I would research it myself, but my Internet Explorer is ( Read more... )

I wish I knew what i could do...Beth just wants to be friends, but I don't know if I can handle that. I mean I love her with all my heart, so I don't know if I could just hang out with her, cuz if I see her, I'm gonna want to hold her and kiss her and so on, but if we're just friends, I won't be able to do that...and that would suck ass. Also, Beth ( Read more... )