Things will never be the same. I need, something. Something to pull out of this slump. It scares me. And I need an out. I dont know what it should be yet. On the outside to people it just looks like I'm missing Mike alot. Thats not the case, at all. It goes much deeper then that. Theres so much involved with the way I feel right now. This Mike ( Read more... )

Im sorry Barbie. Your in a tough situation. I had no choice though, I had to do what I had to do. Ill love you all the same. Just maybe wont love myself as much. With the one way. The more painful way. I dont know what Im saying really. It doesnt matter what I have to say anyway. Im pushing my feelings aside again. Cause they dont really matter ( Read more... )

I try to be a good person. I care about everyone so much. Nothing ever seems to go right with what I do anymore. People either hate me, hate what I do to them, or just dont care anymore. All I want is to be happy again. Like in December. Happy like that. With everything around that made me happy. Ill never be able to have that again. That kills me ( Read more... )

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Im in Florida. Its so nice here. I wish I could avoid drama on my vacation. Im not that lucky I guess. I miss Nate. Its going to be awesome when I get to see him again. Im gonna go annoy Eric now.

*muah* lovelies.

Day 4 of no Mike. A huge burden is finally lifted off my shoulders. Spent the night with nate and eric at erics house.

Content.
Happy.
Amazed.

I like this. I like this alot.

Im high on you.

*muah* lovelies.

Its finally exam week. No more gym history or math for Lizzo ever again. WOOHOO!!! and after thursday no more science either. Ah, how nice it is to grow up. I passed history with a D in the class and D on the exam. Just barely snaked by, but I did it none the less. I think the same thing happened in algebra 2. Well see. Next year is going to be ( Read more... )

Howdy. I havent updated in a couple days so I figured I would. My sister moved up from Florida. YAY!!! Shes awesome. Hmmm I went to the movies with Nate a couple days ago. That was good stuff. Nate=awesome. We say Day After Tomorrow, it was ok. Talking with Nate made it better though. :) All of my seniors graduated. *tear* I miss them. They better ( Read more... )

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Yesterday was awesome. I slept in really late first of all, and thats always welcome. Then I was like oh yeah, Annas party is today I should probably get dressed sometime soon haha. So eventually I made it to her house at 3 or something. It was fun. Alot of fun people there. Melissa texted Drake and was like A Perfect Kiss show tonight. APK is def ( Read more... )