http://laughingsquid.com/

also ZOMG!

http://starbulletin.com/2007/07/05/news/story03.html

fourth of july partying begins now.....asswhoopings soon to follow!

today is my birthday, im drinking alone.......it sucks as usual.

im in never ending pain, walking all over the hell of RI Hosptital finally did my hips in. i finally x-rays but no word yet on the results. im finally close to maybe getting soem help but little good it will do as andrew is freaking the fuck out over my inability to work. im out of pain killers, i can barely walk or move around the pain is ( Read more... )

im cold again, the slightest dip in tempreture and i cant keep warm. i dont remember when i knew i couldnt keep warm with heat, its been a long time. there are a lot of things i cant generate myself, warmth being the least of them. because i obsorb everything around me, happiness makes me happy, saddness makes me sad, laughter makes me laugh. seems ( Read more... )

seven stright eight hour days, im sooooo tired. paycheck on friday.....im going to the liquor store.

i am in dispair, deep and dark. i am so tired, so sleepy and drowsy always. i want more than anything to wake up and be awake. this is darkness everywhere, its never ending and shouded in bitter coldness that is never gone. i cant stay awake no matter how long the day. everything has changed, dwindled into stone for the worse. everything changed ( Read more... )

i hate everyone. im filling out an application for a fast food shit hole. how many applications have i turned in in the last four months? dozens. how many follow up phone calls and stop in's have i made, more than i remember. this city has gone to hell and its only getting worse. i realize is no safe haven, the last safe house is gone and now there ( Read more... )

locked down a place two days ago. got home this morning at four am. sooooooo tired. but we will be living right next door to Gringo's Automotive. or that the house that ethan, stella, jason and liz live in, heh.

recap ( Read more... )