11:59pm

Torrington, Connecticut- Home

The night turns into early morning

Awake, as day...in bed I lie

This feeling is electric

Peace and hope

As I select it

Can it be... this positivity

I Never thought that I would be here

In this moment

I have never felt

More clarity

Tranquility

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listening to Brett's amazing new song

his voice gives me the chills... its crazy

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I'm tired
I'm underpaid
The kids are parents drain all of the joy out of this studio
I wanna move
I've had it with Long Island right now

I'm sick of having no money

strange guy
marches to a beat of his own
as time turned the page
everyone left, but he chose to stay

in his mind he's taking over the world
he's ahead of the game
establishing himself
but is he missing something?

is the world bigger than he knows?
is there a life far greater?
one he couldn't comprehend?
beyond the towering bridges 
the oceans stretch wide
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Dear LJ-

Due to the unmeasurable heights of stress i've reached this past month, I've decided to shut down work for a week and take a breather.  I like.. had no choice.  I need rest.

I feel like I just wanna get into my car and drive upstate to some secluded area and just.... relax.  I wanna go up to the mountains.  I dunno.  Quite frankly, I'd be ( Read more... )

lets get one thing  straight ( Read more... )

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how come i catch myself thinking about people who COMPLETELY fuck me over?

i have little free time, and when i AM sitting relaxing, how come THEY pop into my head? of all people? why do I care so much?

damn

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I lost weight
18 pounds to be exact

People are telling me i look like crap :(

I need to bulk up
I need a trainer because I have NO discipline

But I gotta do something
Because I cringe when i look in the mirror
I know I look like crap
It would be nice if people didn't remind me

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