I shouldn't be so poopy

stupid period

i'm just gonna be goofy today instead so  there stupid tom! ha

Last night I could not sleep.... yet again.  I couldn't sleep because I was thinking of myself, which believe me, is not a good thing ( Read more... )

Why do people have to be soo mean?!   Nobody in this world knows how to be NICE to anybody anymore.  EVERYONE only cares about themselves and then the people they FEEL like caring for at that particular moment in their lives.  There is no such thing as RESPECT.  There is NOTHING more pathetic than someone who can't even TELL you to YOUR face the ( Read more... )

Vacation was amazing but now that I am back I have to deal with not having any money....... and it is really hard.  I have no money in the bank, no money to pay for my phone bill but luckily I had enough to put some gas in my car.  The worst part is that I have no real source of money coming in.  It would be nice if I were working now.... these ( Read more... )

Wow... that hit me hard....

Rach, I could never lose you.... ever.  It would hurt me so much everyday but at least you and I both know where we are going if something does happen to us.  Eventually after a long time, I would know that you are in a better place and that you'd want me to be happy but I would still hurt alot.  Man.... the things that ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my first day at my new job... yeah that's right my new job, the newest job i've had in the past five months ( Read more... )

Life is such a rollercoaster ride sometimes.  There are parts to your life that are good and other parts that aren't so good all at once.  I am learning, though, or I think what God is trying to teach me is to have faith.  To see life for more than the physical, and to understand that He is really in control ( Read more... )

It's funny how many different thoughts run through your mind but the main thing that is driving you then is your anger.  I'm pretty sure I thought of everything that I wanted to say... everything I ever thought about saying to them but in that moment all I could do was leave.  Now, if I think about it, anything that I would have done would have ( Read more... )

When I think back to how I spent the last three years of my life, it's hard for me to think that I did so much in just a matter of well, it was even less than three years. I let satan take such a strong hold on me. Now when I think of it, of all the things, all stupid situations, all the little fights and petty dramas I got involved in, MAN HOW ( Read more... )

I am at my putnam's house right now.... I spent the night last night cause I have barley seen her for the past few weeks. With school and work it's been pretty gay. I wish, really wish, that rachel still worked at Texas Roadhouse... I miss her all the time when I am there because I have no one who will help me when I'm falling behind. No one ( Read more... )