You'd think after a night like tonight.... after having the best day at work I have ever had... making so much money and actually feeling like I was getting the hang of things... you'd think I'd be more satisfied. Well, more happy, but I'm not... I am about my job but there's just this things that's bugging me. Can you blame me? It always ( Read more... )

So I haven't found my motivation to write in this thing... I've been up to alot... working alot. Work is hard... I mean, well just having to remember so much is hard to do but my last shift went pretty well. Another thing that I don't know if I like is that I have to always be smiling and happy... sometimes it's hard for me to just be that way ( Read more... )

Question: I'm in good health though about 30 pounds over weight. Recently I've been experiencing pains in my chest, under my right breast they come and go either when I'm active or not. I have no lumps, and no other symptoms. Should I be worried ( Read more... )

I can't breathe... ah my chest hurts SO much. I tried to sleep but I just can't because it hurts SO much... it has been hurting for a while but tonight is the worst that it has been. I had a horrible night at work and I'm really pissed and it got me SO upset... ugahf;ajewifo ugh god it hurts SO much alkjsdf;awi I'm worried bout Rachel, I'm sorry ( Read more... )

To know all I need is Him and everything else will fall in place ( Read more... )

I don't know if this really says it all or makes much sense, but this is the closest I have gotten to understanding and explaining in words how i really feel ( Read more... )

even after some of the things that have happened to me i still believe that there are just some people in life who you instantly click with.  Having said that, I have only ment one who shows forgiveness beyond what i could expect, a friend in someone who i don't deserve and it was only a matter of time before i am just me and ruin and hurt that ( Read more... )

I'll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
The way I'm powerless
To dictate my own moods

I've thrown away
So many things that could've been much more
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's ( Read more... )

fuck this

so tell me in a sweet voice

all the things i want in life

are there for the taking

but cover with a facad the truth behind that saying

and so you did and as i passed my naive years

and saw right through your hoax

maybe they were lies but i doubt you saw all the harshness yourself

but i relied on nothing more than my own ways

but in my persistence I ( Read more... )