i loved you when you were a carrot's leaf,
the treasure lies underneath
the soil and the dirt.
now i am forgotten,
an animal digging through the compost
eating garbage, carrots used as garnish,
in the form of a rose perhaps
a waste for the sake of decadence

i never update this anymore. like ever ( Read more... )

i have sweet ass living conditions next year. i am living in a hotel, where i have a private bathroom that is cleaned once a week. yus ( Read more... )

all of a sudden i am very not happy here. or not happy in general. i dont know which. i just feel like i want to curl up into a ball for a while. just notexsist for a while. just float in the undertow ( Read more... )

i talked to meg allen breifly today ( Read more... )

i got my hurs cut. 'citing huh?

you know you have crossed the line when dido's "thankyou" makes you smile. i have a problem.

yeah thats right, the parents are going to bklyn and i am not. p a r t y here sunday night. too bad i just found out they were going away today....and there is no one home....oh well. it will be a good time even if its not a rager. i know a randome hot westford boy who could turn it into one real fast....we'll see what the night brings

its funny to say i am home, cause to be honest when i say "home" i think of roger williams, and when i say "family" i think of manna lizzy kat krisbo steven and tom. who knew that i could love girls in ugg boots quite so much ( Read more... )

ah thanksgiving. when we sat down to dinner my dad said "we should thank the great spirit that surrounds us because we are so lucky." why dad why must you be so weird? nobody said anything. we just looked at our food and ate it. thats often the best way to respond to my dad ( Read more... )