After 6 years I'm almost at my pre baby weight of 150lbs! Got on a scale today and it said 155lbs. So close it's motivational! just 5 more lbs!!! :D

 *looks at the headline above* I hate soap-operas!

 I was up talking (typing) to people all night. Being that it's my last night before i have to start getting up at the crack of dawn anymore. I was about to go offline when i got a txt from my friend that i hang out with last week. First few txts were kinda normal. then they started getting kinda weird. asking me all kinds of weird questions. ( Read more... )

 If you know something is gonna happen and you try to prevent it from happening and it happens anyway, you can't really be surprised when it happens, can you?

i'm 30 but i act like a 13 year old. I am such a loser!

I don't know why I watch movies. They wind up making me hate my life or feeling bad about something. Even if it is a good movie with a good message. Just reminds me of how screwed up life is. I watched 'Just Friends' just now. Just reminds me of how bad a friend I am. I've got an awesome guy friend who simply adores me and, if I were consenting, ( Read more... )

 Today is my 6 year wedding anniversary. Today is supposed to be a happy day. A day of joy to spend with the person you vowed to stay with through sickness and health, till death do you part. Well, for me it is a day of misery. It was a year ago today that I confronted my husband about him having feelings for someone else. A year ago this week that ( Read more... )

 I wish I were in love and that someone loved me back. It sux being alone when you've had someone for a long time. It sux being alone when you want not to be period. I wonder if I'll ever seriously date again? and if so when and who? my standards are too high.

 I'm so filled with anger and frustration. I can't even do my favorite pastime....sleep. Everytime i close my eyes for a knap or something I am revisited by thoughts of what happened last year. Or my life how it was and Hating the villanous man that stole 6 years from me.  I want to leave my former life behind but that is hard to do when you have a ( Read more... )

Work is slow. i'm broker than broke. yay.

my sis got mad about something that....frankly doesn't matter. which puts me in a foul mood.

so yeah, i think i only use LJ if i'm happy or sad. so you'll know my mood by the frequency that i post. or atleast thats what it seems like to me.

mummble blah, whatever.