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i'm going through a lot of shit right now and i'd rather know who's reading my journal. i don't care that much who knows what going on, i just want to make sure people understand that i'm not just being "emo" and whiny or whatever. i'm really having a hard time and i could use the support of friends. so if anyone else wants to read, leave a comment ( Read more... )

after a night with friends, i shouldn't feel this way ( Read more... )

Dear Sean,
Thanks for still calling me and leading me on, even though you're seeing someone else. You're a doll.
Love,
Tegan

this week has been pretty busy ( Read more... )

today was a crazy day ( Read more... )

i'm doing it again...this time it's getting worse
my purposes have changed and are skewed
it was a small price to pay for feeling better
now it's getting bigger, sloppier, almost without purpose.
i'm afraid of how far it will go...ultimately i'll be fine
but my fine is different than everyone else's.

so i guess there's some interesting stuff going on in life ( Read more... )

i'm in a really blah mood...i'm trying desperately to fight the bad mood that wants to come ( Read more... )

i am a mature adult..i am going to be patient...i am not going to get my hopes up for a long time.