Maybe it would be better... if it was different. If I was different. If only I could change be a better person for the people who are around me.

Ah...sometimes I feel like poop. I wish the sun was out. I wish i wasnt so cold also. 70 would be nice. I hate when people are sad. OH!! You know what upsets me.. like big time... when i tried to help people and they wont even give me the time of day. That hurts..i want to look out for people.. just help people. I just want to see people happy. How ( Read more... )

Well lets see here... what did i do today. I woke up...yea blah blah. Cleaned the bathroom and watched congo. Thats about it.... my day better get more interesting or im gonna fire it. YEY DAN!

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I want Dan. Sigh I miss him. Some days its ok, i can deal. Other days i cant im going crazy without him here or just not being near him. sigh i got upset today cause i started thinking about not having money to go see him. I found out that my sister is getting the green car. how am i going to work when i dont have a car! then how do i get money to ( Read more... )

SICK ... COLD...CRYING

sigh..you know what i dont like...when someone doesn't acknowledge me or the things i do. Also just ignores me. That really makes me feel.. hum.. what are the words.. like and awesome person.. oh yea.

I wish i had special powers.. To make the poor rich, to give the hungry food, make the sad happy... just end everyones suffering. Please.. help us.

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