Its me. yey..but not. I'm trying to feel happy but right now i just feel alone.. tho i know im very well not alone. Sigh Dan and Dorie are at college. I got to talk to him for a little bit so far today. I know, i know i shouldnt worry, but i get that feeling in the bit of my tummy like sigh, everyone knows what im talking about it does even really ( Read more... )

Yes for all of you that didnt see it at the bottom of my last post. Hes home.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing ( Read more... )

If your brother calls you ugly, you call him ugly back. If one of your parents calls you ugly then you tell them how it hurts you, how they should be the ones to make you feel good about yourself. How should you feel knowing someone you should like hurts the feeling of someone you love. For those people that cant get enough of hurting others in one ( Read more... )

man today SUCKS! its hot its my day off.. yet not! Cause i have to work at Jubs and ill be leaving in an hour... I've sat here all day thinking..if i get up and go someehere...Dan will come back and get on and i will miss him...so i've been sitting here all day long...waiting...my legs are sticking to eachother..and im just not happy right now. ( Read more... )

i hate me

woo... guess what 3 more days of school...then high school is done. GONE FOREVER! ..then theres college sigh and some other poo. YEY Dans coming up agian real soon...cant wait! Thankgod. Graduation is the 24th. Sigh i dont think any of my family from out of state will be coming, but whatever. meh im done...

I'm feeling blah today. I don't like that feelin. Maybe its because i know i have to go to work. Most likely a mix of things. The suns not out. That makes me sad also. I'm starting to feel that lonely feeling .. being away to long. Away from things that make me happy... make me feel alive. Right now i feel like im empty. So blah..

Sometimes i just need to let things out. the stress from college..job...money is all setting in and the pain from love. Why do i let things get to me. What i want I want Dan , i want to be with him, i want people to understand how i feel for him and not to curse my relationship. Ah, uck im so scared for my relationship to last to make it threw all ( Read more... )

WOOT ball is tomorrow! yey! i cant wait. Dans coming also! and.....the suns out! lol so i got all my stuff and what not. yey lynns happy!