One year ago I got the phone call that my friend passed away.  Robyn Bender Peterson was one of those really special people that you gravitated to. She was warm and friendly and a damn funny woman. I instantly felt a connection with her and the other women on a message board. It was like a family. We knew each others business and gave laughs ( Read more... )

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hot coworker is in the office. NFT

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Silent all these years by Tori Amos will never mean the same thing to me again. In the middle of this song while I was sobbing my eyes out I told Andy I wanted a divorce.  And I wished right after I could take it back. I have only seen him twice before. It was the two other times I told him I wanted a divorce but we always seem to work it out or I  ( Read more... )

I finally said the words I have been trying to avoid for the past two years. And now I can't take them back. Oh but how I wish just to avoid the pain in his eyes.

Happy Birthday to me.

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  In less then 12 hours I will 39 years old. I feel it. I feel it every which way and how. My body is all ew and stuff. My brain has gone to mush and my soul is not my own ( Read more... )

Of course said as I shake my fist at my friend Michael.

My friend Michael started out as a coworker. Yes, that IT guy. But thankfully we are more than coworkers we're friends. Yes yes, huge crush for a while but still, friends. As friends he's shown me some really neat stuff over the year ( not that kind of stuff ya pervs) One of the most ( Read more... )

 With just 9 more days till my birthday I have that horrible urge to cry like I do every year. I think it's been happening since I was old enough to realize that I'm going to die one day.  Yesterday I just burst into tears while on the highway. Luckily it just started and did not commence with Tim's birthday( ex whose bday is the 28th of July). ( Read more... )

 For the past couple of weeks I've had this weird pain in my good leg. Actually in my ass check which of course is really connected to my hip. When I get up from sitting it's a quick sharp pull like a muscle pull. I usually sleep on my right side ( pain side) because I can't sleep too long on the fake hip. Sleeping on back is also painful unless I ( Read more... )

  I'm your friend, not your wife. I'm aware of that. You don't have to apologize to me because you're over extended in every direction. When I email you to see if you're ok, if we're ok you don't have to make it so I feel guilty. I'm well aware that you have a wife a mortgage and three kids and little time to yourself. But three weeks ago we were ( Read more... )