So its been a little over a year since my last post ( Read more... )

ok so im such a wimp. i just deleated my lj account, then as soon as i saw that is was in fact deleated i got a huge welling up of sadness in me and had to bring it back from the dead. totaly emo of me. of course lj was ever emo kids best friend back around 2002 back when man purses were still in, dashboard confessional was still the coolest new ( Read more... )

im seriously considering deleating this thing. on the one hand its nice to be able to go back and read something i typed 6 or 7 years ago, but on the other hand its also kinda sad how bloody immature i was (and still can be it seems) im just loosing interest in all these things, facebook iv never liked, myspace is becoming less and less used, and ( Read more... )

the year in reveiw. i do this every year. and it seems that every year i have less and less to write about. lets see. 2009 started with my working at jcpenneys and really not enjoying life much. between the crappy work conditions and lousy pay i just wasnt happy there. the first major thing that happened was i went to work for marspec. still ( Read more... )

wow two whole months without and update. that would most likely be cause there has been nothing to update. nothing eventful has happend in the last 2 months. but nothing bad has happened either so i guess thats a plus. i just wish something great would happen insted of the usaly bland boring everyday stuff that my unimpressive life normaly has to ( Read more... )

this is all my life is. and its all it ever will be. crappy job, crappy money, not such thing as love (if it even exists) no real life outside of going to the bars which is becoming increasingly disenchanting. no real thing that makes me happy, truely happy. i think iv forgotten what true happiness is. i remember when my life made sense to me. i ( Read more... )

i dont know how its been since i last updated but long enough im sure that its about damn time for an update. well the big thing in my life that has happend is me and my family moved from the house in plantation hills (a house we lived in for the last 7 years) to a house in lake forest!) we all love it here. none of us really liked that last house ( Read more... )

blogging at work ( Read more... )

i love how no matter how much your sure a one night stand isnt going to be a one night stand, it always turn out to be just that ( Read more... )

so my life has really changed in the last month. in the last month i have become unemployed and single. its weird, but good. i have to say, i hate that i broke her heart, but becoming single again was deffenetly the right move. we werent right for each other, she wasnt right for me, and i deffenetly am not right for her. i have to say though it ( Read more... )