...was a very interesting day ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really don't know how I manage to keep myself (relatively) sane. I just have a raging tumult of feelings just gamboling through my existance. Without any thought to how it's really gunna fuck me up ( Read more... )

Hmmkay...update..update ( Read more... )

For the first time in my entire life, my parents have finally allowed me to stay home by myself for the entire weekend. While they go to PA. It took me just over 20 years to earn this. I'm pumped. And celebrating!! XD

so I've been doing some more thinking (when there's precious little to be doing, it allows plenty more time for thinking)

and I've realized something. I always fall for the wrong girl. ALWAYS ( Read more... )

other than the fact that there are so few psuedo-solid foods that I enjoy?

that I need to L2NotBeSuchARetard.

I think I may have finally shed some light on a large chunk of my problems with the ladies.

• First and foremost, I have the horrible luck to be considered undatable by the worst percentage of women possible. (X% where X=the percent of ( Read more... )

The left side of my mouth is totally numb. My lower lip is just starting to get that tingle of feeling back. My gums are a little bleeding still. And I was in huge pain, but now that I'm on about 3 medications, I don't really feel that pain. Oh..and of course the only foods I can eat are psuedo-solids like ice cream, pudding, creamy peanut butter, ( Read more... )

so i updated my other journal (the one for all my fictional works) and i felt the need to whore it out here

http://uvien.livejournal.com/5226.html

take a gander if you'd like and comment if you will.

This entire semester has just been one giant raging bullshit-fest. I've busted my ass harder than I've ever done in my entire life. And what has that accomplished? Aparently nothing. I had my final lesson of the semester today. I had my accompanist and we played my jury piece. I'll admit there were some iffy spots. But that was expected, given the ( Read more... )

So this semester has been insanely rough...like horribly so. And its still not over. Finishing up the ridiculous amounts of papers and projects I have to do is just annoying. And of course my progress with my jury piece has come to a screeching halt. I'm going to do horribly on this because James clearly overestimated my capabilities as a ( Read more... )