So the past always comes back to haunt you...lol...well i guess its not haunting but in my case it came back. i think it's a good thing. i dunno. well anyways i spent pretty much every waking second with my good friend david when i was a freshman. i fell for him and wasn't sure if he liked me too, and then i did like the dumbest thing ever and ( Read more... )

oh man. i am confuzzled to no end...but what the heck is new these days right?? well the good news is im finnnnnnally starting to pull out of this 2 month depression ive been in and things are starting to look a little bright all around. so i have a friend. i dont know if i like him more than friends, but im attracted to him a little...hes actually ( Read more... )

well...im horny...and i want to get some...and i did EVERYTHING youre supposed when wanting to get ass. and i got no ass. d-d-d-d-damnnnnnt. LOL. okay so it's okay to still deeply care for someone but still want to get ass from someone else right? live it up...right?? mmmm this is a tough call and i get confused really easily. go me. ( Read more... )

so i had a good night, i am wicked fucked up right now. i didnt think about gus all night, but i am now. i want to spend the rest of my life with him. i love him. im IN love with him...and this is killing me. im in love with someone that i know i will love forever. forever. forever. i would give my life for him. i would die right now if i could ( Read more... )

so im just sitting here at my computer waiting to go to class. so my friend david asked me to drive him to the bus station of friday and because i have this little problem of not being able to say no i said yes. i dont ever want to go back to that bus station ever again. ever. im scared to. i know its only a bus station, but last time i went there ( Read more... )

wow. im glad that my parents are really making my brother learn his lesson. way to fuckin go mom and dad. so theyre letting ian go up north with pat for 4 days over vacation. hmmm maybe i should be a fuck up then theyd let me go on vacation too. that whole situation makes me fucking sick to my goddamn stomache. they are STILLLLL letting him do ( Read more... )

So since January 7th at 10pm things have grown increasingly complicated in my life. and out of some of that complication there have been some good things, but mostly just heartache and stress, stress, stresssssssss ( Read more... )

hey kiddies! i havent updated this stupid thing in a wicked long time...wellll...im home for the summer and working at dunkin donuts...happy happy joy joy...LOL ( Read more... )

Well I havent updated in a really long time, but a lot of shits gone down with me in the past few months. so i got over jared. lol. i know i know...monkeys must have flown out of my ass or hell froze over or something, but thats right kids, im over jared. whenever i see him i still freak out, but i dont think about him the way i used to. oh no no ( Read more... )

So i havent posted in like a really long time. a lot of shit has gone down since i last did, and man it seems like my life is turned all upside down and i find myself thinking about things that didnt even occur to me before. im really busy with school, studying my ass off and practicing and performing in concerts. it seems like im running in ( Read more... )