i feel wonderful though.
its nice to have energy.
its nice to not have to worry about non-sense.
its also nice to be sober...sometimes.

am going to the city today.
am going to kill myself.
am going to stress out over work.
am going to get drunk.
am going to get medicine.
am going to get rid of this rash.
am going to get a new car.
am going to smoke a different cigarette.
am going to end this.

lost my wallet.

lost some blood.

must gain it back.

angerdrunksickbrownface.

smoked every night since hmm..just about christmas vacation till now ( Read more... )

::big sigh::

im high.

and i have stomach ache.

city monday.

interesting.

whoa.

feel like im going to puke. so maybe writing such a thing on here will make me feel better ( Read more... )

got fucked the ass by misshapes. then came home and fucked some more : )

fuck man. right about now life sucks. and everything that could go wrong has and most likely will.

first of all madi broke up with me...ouch ( Read more... )

only the sophisticated socialites like myself would understand how wonderful this new cd is.

fuck.