I need to be so far from human ears ( Read more... )

I've been havin​g the dopes​t dream​s latel​y.​ and I remem​ber them when I wake up. that'​s the best part ( Read more... )

having trouble feeling accomplished. like I could always be doing more. and trust me I could. but I just sit around and lie to myself or hate myself. and fuck hating myself because it sucks fat balls. and fuck my expressions that reflect my company. and fuck my company because I love them too much to ever hate them at all. and maybe I'll grow out ( Read more... )

being real means being serious
and not taking yourself so seriously
it's being able to love broadly
and exclusively
being real is being influenced
but not imitating
it means loving your self enough
to love everyone else around you.
being real is hard
and that's why real people are cherished
and their opposites put in magazines.

just because senior year decided to spring up on me, does that mean I have to know what I want to do with my life ( Read more... )

Sometimes I can't believe with my eyes ( Read more... )

 I am the happiest I've been in a while
and I can't really explain why. 
life is so good yo.
I'm stoked for every day. 
and people who try to bring me down
CAN'T!

there's no way to unstoke me!

poor little livejournal that I never update ( Read more... )

 falling asleep isn't my problem. 
staying asleep is.

I envy those who have the amazing super power of sleeping in until noon! 
TEACH ME YO SLEEPY WAYSSS!

I'm going to ride a bike to the beach right now.
and build a sand castle that's big enough for me to live in.
and I'm going to plant an avocado tree in my "front yard"
because avocados are perfect and amazing.
mel is going to live there with me. and any one else who wants to.
and I'm going to imagine a meteor shower
where the meteors spell out poetry ( Read more... )