okay now i'm done with this one, i actually forgot i had started another account. HaHa u kno me, lil miss forgetful, but yeah okay this is my last entry..i'm going to my other username now..
laterdayz..

Wow life is just pretty crappy right now...a guy i was falling in love with broke up with me, so crying myslef to sleep is about all i've done..

Ha ha i gotta new username soo... i prolly wont be using this one anymore...sorry...i'm just gunna use this like a diary now..so no more talky on this name... buh bye.. luv ya all...and muahaha i'm not giving out my other name..

Well i haven't really done much lately. i wrote like 3 new poems the other day. They are prolly the best that i've writin. Their short and i think that's why i like em more. But yeah the same ol same ol has been happening so not too much to say.. except..all the sudden old guy frends of mine keep trying to talk to me or hang with me and i feel ( Read more... )

Man im getting pretty fed up living in this "home" i've always felt(well since like last summer or so) that it's depressing. Like i can't be happy unless i'm outside of it or sumthin. So basically ur outside all happy then BOOM ya walk in the door way and sudden-sadness fills your body. Iono maybe it's these people living in here. The Fam just ( Read more... )

Wow last night was real nice. It felt so good to be outta the house, and i also got to spend time with GJ. Now that just made things better. I hadn't seen him in forever. But yeah once again it was a nice night..

Well today was 4th of July , i was rockin my 4th of July shirt and i did my hair like usual for this holiday.. Well i basically spent this night with josh. Would have much rather been with GJ. Ghod i missed him like crazy :( When i'm away from him i feel so lost and alone. But today was actually not 1/2 bad. We didn't have any fireworks but Josh ( Read more... )

Hey tommorrow's the 4th of July sooo... maybe i'll have a story!

Wow tonight was really odd. Dustin was being nice to me. I mean i kno he's my bro and deep down he cares about me but i never thot he wud ever show that. Tonight i went to the movies (to see Spiderman 2), but the weird thing was dustin asked me to go with him and his frends. Yeah pretty strange.. He knew i really wanted to go but i was gunna go ( Read more... )

I've finally realized that i am over ryan and GJ is the guy 4 me.. I just kept thinking a lot last night and i couldn't really see me and ryan dating. But i could see me and gj.. i'm sure it sounds wierd but it all just came to me. that is one reason i love my alone time to were i can just think about things.. Well i guess i'm gone end this and go ( Read more... )