Definitely check out his song. It'll give you a much higher appreciation for Pink Floyd, and it's been stuck in my head the last few days. Fucking crazy-creepy ( Read more... )

I woke up today like I had been sleeping for weeks. A new breath was taken in, fresh sunlight shined down upon Ann Arbor, and I saw the catalyst that was March kick in. I was actually feeling better a while. Hell, two of my good friends are going out, I've been more free with how my mind has been thinking...I felt pretty good, but vulnerable ( Read more... )

I feel a little better after finally having talked to people at school. It's nice to know a few people graze the surface of understanding me, but as soon as I open the door and let them in deeper, they quickly back away from the cold breeze eminating from the rooms within. I know I'm not the most normal of guys, but I thought most people could ( Read more... )

Sara and I have ended our relationship. I still haven't recovered, but I put on a good face anyway. No reason to let the whole world see how shitty I feel and put the burden on them. If you're reading this and have concerns; don't worry. I'm working my way through it slowly, but it's going to take a little bit ( Read more... )

I'm sick, and have been since friday. I might have strep coupled with the flu or a bad cold, but I feel like shit. Nikki, however, I'm sure is feeling much worse. I can't really comprehend why someone would go to that extent to hurt themselves, but I'm sure there are demons there that aren't pretty. My best wishes, and I hope yours to, go out to ( Read more... )

We almost died today. I was in a bad car crash where my back right wheel locked up on the highway and sent myself and Sara into an median, then across the road, into a ditch, and into a tree. She says she's fine except for being shaken up and a little achey and I've only burned my face a little and the back of my right hand slightly due to the ( Read more... )

It hurts. It hurts SO damn bad to know we've been fighting three nights straight. Not to mention I've noticed some things in a few friends' livejournals. I need to rebound and grab my self confidence again befoe I completely lose face to these bad circumstances ( Read more... )

I don't want to sound angsty, but I need to get this out. I went over my cell minutes three times now. A lot. For those of you who don't know what "a lot" means in this situation, it means I won't be having lunch until spring and all my paychecks go towards paying this all off ( Read more... )

I got accepted into Western today, yet I'm not happy. I know that sounds selfish as all fuck, but I'm not sure as to why I'm feeling this emotionless and hollow. First and foremost, I'm lonely. I hate this feeling of laying in my bed and not being with someone. I guess I'm dependant on others. Secondly, I'm worried about my future. My parents are ( Read more... )

Things are much better now. My mind is back to a calm state and I've reached my peaceful center again, yet I still tingle with a bit of rage. I need to remember that Karma can sometimes take a little while to take effect, and I need to keep my cool until it kicks in ( Read more... )