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 Am I doing this

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[incubus_is_life]

I know when I first got out here, the way I was acting wasn't okay at all, and I completely apologize for how rash and selfish I was. I guess I was just kind of hurt by how seperate our lives had seemed to become even though we've always maintained it would be us 'til the end. I've been thinking about it alot lately, and I just want it back... I miss you, I love you, you're my other half, you're my sister, you're my best friend. And I'm so so so sorry that I let things fuck that up, I can't even begin to explain how sorry I am.

[picosaysblink]

I love you so much Chelsea.
You're like.. my whole entire world.
Everything that i've ever done, everything that i've ever accomplished.. you've always just been right there with me. I don't even think I really know how to fucking live without you, which, I know, sounds ridiculous and lesbianish but, it's true.
I'm sorry that I pushed you away. I'm sorry that I couldn't just come to you and talk about what was bothering me, i'm sorry I was a bitch, i'm sorry i'm going into the fucking army, i'm sorry about everything.
This is the absolute longest i've gone without you and I am going completely crazy.

[incubus_is_life]

Trust me, us sounding like lesbians is nothing new. And I get exactly what you're saying. It feels like we've just been together so long, I don't even know how I'm supposed to be a Chelsea without a Cassie. We've both done things wrong, we're both headstrong and resistant to being wrong, and that's why, ultimately, things happen like this. It's so weird being on the complete other side of the country from you, and having you not knowing about every single little detail of my life, without me even having to tell you. Don't apologize for going to the army, you've got to do what you've got to do, but once you get out, the fabulous thing about us is, that no matter how time passes, the second we're back together its like nothing has changed, and you know that. Just write to me while you're there, ok? You're mom has the address, and if she doesn't have it anymore, I'll give it to you. I wear the locket I made for us everyday, because your were right about the one you made having metal that hurts my neck, and everytime I open it, I still

[picosaysblink]

I won't.
And I will write to you.
And you have to write back.
And you have to warn all your friends that i'm going to be coming sometime after I get out.
And prepare for them.
Haha.

p.s. this sounds like a twisted lifetime movie or something.

[incubus_is_life]

Haha, true story. Of course I'll write back, and as soon as you get out, you can come out here and meet everybody... they's good peoples.

[picosaysblink]

Haha.
Deal.