It's that time again to cry over everything that reminds me of Calvin ( Read more... )

Fuck.

Who the fuck am I?

Every time I think i'm happy
every time I feel like everythings turning around,
I convince myself that it's not.
I convince myself that i'm pathetic
and that everything i'm doing is wrong.
Everyone else, everyone else is going
to school and living on their own.

I asked Sean what he expected from the baby and I.
And he said I don't know ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up ( Read more... )

I don't care what anybody says.
This is going to be so wonderful.
This is going to be the most beautiful
thing i've ever done with my life.

And I am so excited.

WE DID IT!

CHANGE IS COMING !

I'M SO HAPPY !

I'M SO HAPPY !

 There's something that's been bothering me ever since i've been home.
And I can't put my stupid fucking finger on it.
It's everything, but it's just one thing...

What the fuck is this?
Ugh. Hatred.

 "So you and Sean are good."

"Yeah.."

"That's good, i'm happy.. it's what jovi would have wanted.."

                                  Now that Seanly has said he loves me..
I dont know..
                                                                                          ...I sorta feel like that mission is complete...
                              and i think i'm ready to move on..

I love him so much..
                                           ( Read more... )

 Ohhhhh...
I just want to fall in love again..
And be happy..
And have my sister back..
Puh-lease?