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Exactly a year
I remember what happened on this date one year ago. It was 4am in the morning. My sister and I were still in bed. I was sleeping but I managed to keep my body on alert. Mom barged into our room after getting a call from dad telling us to wake up and get ourselves to the hospital. I went into a conscious frenzy and pulled myself together. I waited ( Read more... ) -
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it is done. no more date recording, nothing. im glad you're letting it go, and i am starting to. really touched and encouraged by what you said although i dont deserve it, but im embracing it. time will tell. thank you (: -
24, 6
I came to school today surely enough you were there. I didn't see you, but did hear your voice and it was good to know you're not suffering. and you should not be too. it was good to know you're doing good. and made me wonder if the reason was you didnt see me... -
22, 4 (iv)
i was reading the past conversations we had on msn. and it did put a smile one my face but when im done reading it, i realise the reality of it all that we're not friends anymore. there's no amount of pain i could go through to make you feel better. i cant make you feel better. i wanted to cry when i read and saw how nice you were to me, how much ( Read more... ) -
22, 4 (iii)
how can i speak to you again? will you trust me? will you really forgive me? -
22, 4 (ii)
vampire weekend is something that i would normally enjoy if we were normal, but now im just using it to make me concentrate and not think about you when i do my work. dont get me wrong, im still in regret. -
22, 4.
trying to concentrate to do work. you know why i post here? i could just post on twitter. the thing is, i dont want him to know. or any of our classmates to see. right. im trying to get myself to complete my essay. i stoned for about 30 mins trying to concentrate while spending every second thinking about you. and what happened. i wont be updating ( Read more... ) -
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my heart hurts. i feel like acid has been poured all over my heart. corroding it along with my stomach. i dont dare to look at you. but i cant burst out into tears here. i damaged you. im really sorry. broke whatever we had. i dont have the right to laugh or be happy and merry. -
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im still feeling like shit. but who would get over it in a day? everytime i hear your name my heart gets pierced through, every time you walk near me i just want to die. i have no face to be around you anymore. i cant handle you being so hurt cause its hurting me. i know we cant go back.