I just wanted to say thank you for being there.Thank you for all the phone conversations,even though I ramble alot,haha.When I start feeling down,I think of you and always feel better.Thank you <3

I know I don't say it alot.But thank you for being there.Whenever I start feeling down,I think of you and feel better.Thank you for all the phone conversations,I know I ramble alot,haha.

I know I don't say it alot.But I wanted to say thank you for being there.Whenever I start feeling down,I think of you and I feel better.Thank you for all the phone conversations,even though I ramble alot.HaHa.Ok I'm done with the mushiness.

I'm still waiting on my phone.I guess my sister is getting it turned on today,I hope.I've been doing alot of walking lately.The mall is right across the street so I've been walking there almost every night.I like walking now that all the waters off my legs.That's pretty much what's been going on.Fun,huh?

I'm back on my antidepressants which has helped alot.I no longer have the suicidal thoughts.I've been doing alot of thinking about my ex and our "relationship".I realized that I lost myself.Before I met him,I was single and happy.I took care of my nephew and was alone most the time,but I was happy.My depression hadn't really been that bad until I ( Read more... )

MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE and THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE MAY 7

I'm freaking out so bad right now that I'm actually shaking.SO I talked to the girl at the apt.I need to come in tomorow to fill out an application,which she didn't tell me about when I talked to her.Basically,her dad,who owns the place wants to know me better.Wants to make sure I haven't been arrested or have evictions.I have both.I have 2 ( Read more... )

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I FOUND A PLACE!!!!   I called Heritage Village which is an effeciency apt.It's a 1 bedroom,1 bath.I asked about pets and she said they take cats.It's $560 a month plus $150 down payment.She's letting me break the $150 into $75 this month and next month.The place is right next to Largo Mall.Theres a Dollar Tree,Target and Albertsons in there.I'll ( Read more... )

I called my ex to see if he wanted his router back.When I hung up,I felt nothing but hatred for him.When we first met,his hair was to his waist.He ended up cutting it,the 3rd year we were together.That's when I lost all my feelings for him.I stayed cuz I was scared to be alone.I guess I was in love with his hair.It's kinda sad huh?Oh well.LOL.