Okay, so things are getting better I think. I'm going to the Eric Clapton concert tonight haha...fun? I change my mind too much. My feelings seriously change like every day. It's like when I wake up, I'm a completely different person then I was the day before.
Thank god I talked to Corinne today. I am no longer depressed. I have found the answers to all of my questions,they were right in front of my face. I have finally figured out what I've wanted. I can be happy by myself =]