I don't think I have ever wanted someone this bad.

I leave for California in like 5 days
yesssssss
I've been spending a lot of time with Sasha lately =]
Lady in the water is the dumbest movie ever hahaha.
and
i like that white bitch.
a lot.

MSI was the best!
I'm sad they didn't play Holy Shit, that was my favorite show haha he took his pants off.
I kind of liked Kill Hannah, I'm glad i got to go to Nation's before it closed =]

today was fun and it made up for my shitty week.

my mom is crazy

So Paige is making me work for 24 hours on chores i have no idea how to do.
Like fucking washing the outside of the house and shit.
I'm so sick of living here i can't wait until i'm 18.
Atleast i got my MSI tickets yesterday =]

The beach was really relaxing, I had fun for the most part.
Corinne brought Carissa so that was fun.
I really don't know what I want anymore, I have never been so confused.
I wish something good would happen to me for a change.

I want _________ more than anythinggggggggggggg

Kasey's party last night was fun, I was gone haha.
My mom thinks I have orgy's haha.
I'm buying my MSI tickets after i get home from the beach =]
Noone can go with me =[
So I will be bored the whole trip.

Last night was pretty weird...
I feel like shit right now ugh.

No matter how hard I try to make things better, I just end up making them worse =[