Breathe it in and breathe it out ( Read more... )

well i got a new computer and i've quit doing drugs...etc,etc. i'm pretty lonely since i dumped all my druggy friends and i just stay at home. school starts on tuesday though and im really looking forward to going back because i'll be able to make new friends, i just hope people are more accepting. i don't care for guys or relationships or any of ( Read more... )

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i feel bad because i was supposed to goto school but i slept in until 9. then at 9:30 mike asshole called me and was all asking me if i wanted to have some sex and then get dropped off at school. i was like what the fuck are you talking about you're the same drug addict who pulled a knife on me last week, you have to make up to me big time. what a ( Read more... )

yesterday around like 5:30 i got back from detox...it was alright i had satellite and BET shit it was pretty cool, i watched movies and stuff and just chilled out, realized i don't need meth anymore...i used to think i did because it gave me a title and gave me personality and all of this shit. last night when i came home i was supposed to go hang ( Read more... )

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addiction isn't something that ever goes away... shits designed to make you think you need it and that you can just have one more hit, i have been saying i just wanna do it sometimes for like half a year. i'm not going anywhere with this and i'm going nowhere but downhill with my life and my decisions...and it has ruined me and my reputation... so ( Read more... )

well i decided to just say fuck it all...do whatever i want. i hate that assholes that have big mouths like phil whatever fuck them and fuck what people say it doesn't matter... i love gettin' the goods ;) if guys can be players then so can i im around them all the time. so tonight it is friday and i'm gonna have some fun hopefully in a house im ( Read more... )

im kinda seeing somebody now...but hes too busy and i dunno i need somebody to fulfill my needs i dont wanna be a slut but ummm i need sex im used to getting laid often so um yeah lol.... i was supposed to get a job at mcdicks i still gotta see about that...but im gonna be makin' $$$ pretty quick helping my friend sell some shit.. it's goood shit ( Read more... )

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