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Say whaaat?
It's intriguing how I always come back to this old thing regardless of how long a hiatus I take, there is always one more post to make ( Read more... ) -
I hate Steve Jobbs
What is the deal with apple? Why does everyone think the sun shines out of Steve Jobbs ass? I made the grave mistake of buying an iPhone a while back and I have regretted it ever since. Problem number one is the necessity to use iTunes, perhaps the world's unwieldiest and least user friendly program. Then there is the fact that everything is ( Read more... ) -
One of these moments...
Quite a dissociative day today. One of those days spent looking in to your life from the outside wondering whether this is really you going through all these motions, whether it is supposed to be you? What makes someone feel alive? It is just so utterly disorienting having some of the most beautiful times in my life merged with some of the most ( Read more... ) -
At the end of the day
Why is it that we so often fail to recognise things that are right in front of our noses? It is like every single person is wearing their own set of very specific blinkers. I think it is because we have to be oblivious to so many things in order to be able to reconcile our own existence, to convince ourselves that anything we do matters. Because ( Read more... ) -
Do wa diddy diddy dum diddy doo
I have finally done it. I have taken the first step towards change. I have applied for a CELTA course for which I have an interview this coming Wednesday. It is difficult to say exactly how much is hinging on this at the moment. The best I could hope for is get CELTA qualified and move somewhere more central, like London to do this, and the ( Read more... ) -
Offical Notice
I am now completely, utterly and officially FED UP. I am fed up of doing a dead end job where everyone has the oppurtunity to progess but me. I am fed up of living this tiny little pathetic shit of an existence. Its mind boggling to think of the many numbers of things that I have never done, that I will probably never do. I need to make a list. ( Read more... ) -
Here I go again
There seems to be a theme to all these posts of late. I come here only when I no longer know what to feel, as if writing everything down would somehow clarify this and let me do it right. But these kind of answers are never easy and very often there is no such thing as 'doing it right'. If there is one thing I have learned about depression is ( Read more... ) -
And so it is...
That I return, tail firmly between my legs to post on here again. Not that I have anything more to post about than I did the last time, and the other myriad times I attempted to post on here before, but there you go ( Read more... ) -
Stranger things have happened at sea...
I never thought there would come a day when I would read a vampire related romance and end up preferring the werewolf character instead. The Twilight series has managed this. Not that the main vampire character is not great, it is just that it somehow seems the writer did not put as much effort into him as she did in the werewolf. This is ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts and whispers
Life at the moment consists of work, video games, take out pizza, and Buffy. I am quite happy with that, and though there may be a chance I am neglecting my social life, I'm going through one of those phases where I don't really miss it that much. I reckon life itself is often stressful enough and the majority of people usually make it more so.
It ( Read more... )