this journal is officialy over...
oh how i shall miss this sweet thing...
but dont be too worried...
because i started all over with a new one...

www.livejournal.com/users/thiswontbreakme

im still working on customizing it...so its not all too great yet.
but just wait.

night kids.

i havent updated this thing for awhile....but i just havent been in the mood. i've been really unsure about some things lately....and until i figure out some stuff im gonna stop this journal. i might start a different one. but i duno about that yet.

+the.sound.of.your.face.makes.me.smile+

<3

i think i have reached the point where i just want to go sit in a dark corner and die. haha ok maybe that is a bit drastic. but im so tired of this sickness. bah. i just dont understand why God is doing this to me...why i get sick all the time and have to miss out on a bunch of things. this morning my parents were debating on not allowing me to go ( Read more... )

im.not.at.school ( Read more... )

yes...the subject of this entry is not a lie. i really did milk a cow. haha. how you ask? well i went to visit the amish. haha. it was fun. they have like THE BEST FOOD EVER. im still full from eating lunch at like 11:30....and it is now 6:48. haha. their bread and peanut butter is amazing...so i bought some. if i was amish i would be as fat as a ( Read more... )

its dark out. and im awake.

blast those amish. why couldnt they live a little closer so that i could sleep in?

i need some hott chocolate.

i went to call a certain boy tonight...and my mom was like...samantha who are you calling....and i innocently said nick. well she was like i dont want you calling boys...and i was like...uhh..since when? they never had this problem with ben(prolly cuz they knew who he was). so i was like...why cant i? she said....GO ASK YOUR FATHER. well i dont ( Read more... )

im sick again. gosh i hate it. but this time its not the same symptoms that i usually get. this time i have a really bad stomach ache. thankfully i havent thrown up yet ( Read more... )

Mems isnt mad at me....i guess he never really was...he just said he had fun making fun of me and saying all those bad hateful things about me.well i had fun throwing volleyballs at him tonight. ya gotta love that kid.

today was our last home game. kinda bittersweet i guess. i cant wait till next year. it will be awesome. oh yah...we lost. to ( Read more... )

PCS Varsity girls volleyball kicked some major St. Bede butt tonight. TRI-COUNTY CHAMPS!! OW_OW!! Way 2 go girls!! You all played outstanding!!

ok... the game was amazing. im still all hyped up about it. Winkler had this one amazing kill.....like it was insane. miss hartman and i couldnt stop screaming and we were both shaking. haha. to bad all you ( Read more... )