Hey - I have been using my msn space journal and kept forgetting to update this one.
I am alive and all is well - have a lot of journal reading catch-up to do.
I updated my pictures - so click the link and you will have some new photos to peep at.
Hope everyone is well - will do a proper update soon.

Liberty

Meghan and I went and saw Nine Inch Nails Thursday night - what a show! I fell in love with Trent when I was 17 and to finally get to see him perform was such an amazing experience, one that I will never forget! Megz and I decided to go together last minute and she nabbed some tickets for us - and they were so great, I was so happy with our seats ( Read more... )

Since I moved down town I have been on the go all the time, spending very little time alone at my new place.  The moments I do have by myself I feel lonely, and the ever-present feeling that something is wrong is amplified and impossible to ignore.  I have so many good things in my life, I know this, yet I felt like my life was in the shitter and ( Read more... )

Well the title pretty much sums up my weekend! Okay… I may just have Strep, won’t know for sure until the blood test comes back. And thanks to Erin for the term “emotional hangover” cause that’s just what I am feeling right now. This weekend I got a taste of what I have been missing for months and the experience has left me wanting more... *sigh ( Read more... )

I am in such a funk today and it’s all because of a dream I had last night, how retarded is that? The dream was so vivid I thought it was real and I was so sad to wake up and realize it wasn’t. I dreamt of the first guy I was with (didn’t sleep with) after Kevin left… I have tried so hard to forget that night, that person and the things I felt ( Read more... )

It’s 9 am and I am work but where I would really like to be is home tucked in my super comfy bed sleeping. I am worn out… two months of going non-stop, drinking a lot, eating like a refugee and getting very little sleep has really taken its toll and I am ready for a break. If I had the money I would take off by myself to some remote tropical ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: November 4
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I really need to get my shit together!  I moved just over a month ago ( Read more... )

Oh my God… I need a holiday!!!!  The last 3 weekends have drained all of my energy not to mention my bank account!  The past few weeks have been wicked busy and fun but I really need to gear down for a bit.  I am officially on a time out until September 9th! Even then I will have to behave, as I have to get my sh*t straightened out and start saving ( Read more... )

So far this week work has been crappy ( Read more... )