fyi .. i love sarah and rachel :]
im soo relieved that things between us are finallly better. i saw sarah after fourth period today and we both looked at eachother with tears in our eyes and apologized for everything. you could tell that we really missed eachother. and i just talked to rachel and we decided to put everything behind us, so we're good ( Read more... )

no swimmming for me tomorrow :]
im actually excited .. i only need to take one more class.

precalc is my favorite class this year. i love english, too.
liz and i brought breakfast to study hall today, which was a lot of fun.

people at work today were outrageous.
even though i was right, the customer is always right .. no matter what. this old lady came ( Read more... )

i pretend that im glad you went away
these four walls are closing more everyday
im dying inside ..
and nobody knows it but me.

when i said that i didnt care, i hope you know that i was lying. 
i hope you know that i wish none of this happened and i hope you know that i miss you.

i have to keep reminding myself that you're ignorant and rude and that im ( Read more... )

this is what i neeed .. i need to have some fun. 
i need to forget about everything thats been bothering me, i need to just let go.

i hope im not going to regret this, which is why i hope that you dont find out. i screwed up once and i almost lost you. im so lucky that you gave me a second chance .. but i cant screw up again. i dont think i have any ( Read more... )

a phone call from you was all it took to make me feel one hundred times better :] <33

its snowing ( Read more... )

so i guess thats it .. our friendship is down the drain.
its out the window. so long, see yah later. have a nice life.
i dont know what went wrong, but i wish i did. maybe then i wouldnt be so confused?

i feel like crap. theres always something for me to worry about. 
but i can never have a break .. never.

id be lying if i said that i didnt misss you.
i ( Read more... )

im upset. my heart hurts. tears even fell out of my eyes after school.
basically .. im just in shock that you could do that to someone. i considered you to be one of my best friends. i told you everything .. i trusted you. we did everything together. the sad part is .. i knew things were changing.

after today, i dont even want to talk to you. either ( Read more... )

i have so much studying to do tonight and im not looking forward to it at all. i should probably start it now, but im putting it off as much as possible. im going to regret it in the end, i always do ( Read more... )

thank god tomorrow is friday.
im so sick of school. ive been in such a terrible mood all week, im sorrry.

i have swimming tomorrow. im not looking forward to it at all. and since i have it first period, im not even going to bother to shower or put makeup on .. so im basically going to look like crap allll day.

the weather is supposed to be terrible ( Read more... )