monday seems like its forever & a day away ( Read more... )

theres a lot that i could write about, that i choose not to ( Read more... )

" its too bad that we're going to die ..
but atleast we wont have to do our senior projects "

last night was a once in a lifetime experience. 
even if i was given the oppertunity to do it again, i probably wouldnt.
( im way too afraid of heights )

i need to stop worrying & jumping to conclusions .. i need to just calm down. 
i made myself get worked up ( Read more... )

people can be such jerks ( Read more... )

there are just some things that ill never understand.
i know that we're not as close as we used to be. but at one point in time, you were one of my best friends. we did almost everything together. who was the one that told you everything would be okay between you & your boyfriend? when you were crying at 4 in the morning, who did you turn to for ( Read more... )

im officiallly a senior ( Read more... )

whenever im ready to give up & throw in the towel, 
you always show me why its worth staying in the fight<3

it still hasnt hit me yet that tomorrow the seniors are graduating.
i dont know if im going to go to graduation or not. i know that if i decide to go, im going to have to bring a million boxes of tissues with me because ill be crying the entire ( Read more... )

sometimes the hardest thing & the right thing are the same.

i never thought that this would cross my mind. i never thought that id want this. but honestly .. i cant take it anymore. the constant arguing over nothing is driving us both crazy. i dont think we know what we're arguing about half of the time. all i know is that im only holding on by a ( Read more... )

i finallly realized how if i dont change, i could lose you at any time.
ive put you through so much, im surprised you havent left me already, im sure any other guy would have. ive watched soo many people split up because theyre " sick of eachother's bullshit " .. & i dont want that to happen to us. as much as some of the things you do bother me, im ( Read more... )

im always always always screwing up something between us.
& i somehow managed to do it on our prom night.

i was in the a terrible mood, right from the start. my hair didnt look good enough, i really didnt like my makeup & every little thing was driving me crazy. plus, i was nervous about taking pictures with your parents, so that didnt help.

when we ( Read more... )