i shouldnt let what people say get to me.
thats why im just blowing this off, as if nothing happened.

did you ever think that maybe i dont want what you have?
honestly, im reallly happy. im so happy with where we're at. i dont think ive EVER felt this way before.
you're one of my good friends, so please dont bring me down. just be happy for me.
& if you ( Read more... )

do you remember that camera that i wanted so badly for christmas?
the one that my mom told me i wasnt going to get, since i already had one?
well .. right now, its in my trash can.

my purse was saturated in dr. pepper after 8th period.
dont ask me how, since the bottle was closed.
but regardless, the whole bottle leaked throughout my purse.
luckily it ( Read more... )

one of the best feelings in the world is being called off from work :)
when madeline called me, i was more than excited. its not that i hate work, i was actually looking forward to working tonight .. but i think i deserve a night since, since ive basically been working every single day.

can you believe its already may 20th?
can you believe that we're ( Read more... )

someday you're going to meet someone who drives you mad. 
who you're going to fight with, laugh with, and do totally insane things for. 
someone who turns your world upside down<3

maybe i over reacted alitttle .. ive got to learn to trust you more.
but its hard to trust you when you're friends hate me with a passion.
its getting to the point where its ( Read more... )

you realllly love to be a dick, dont you?
ive been waiting for you to call me all day to tell me if you have the car or not & my phone hasnt rang once. and even if you didnt have the car, you were still supposed to drop off the money for our prom tickets so i could get them for us since you have to take stupid a.p. tests on monday. but did i get a ( Read more... )

sometimes, my parents LOVEEE to be gay.
leah & i decided to skip school last tuesday because we were out really late the night before & we knew that school was just going to be a joke. so after my mom left, we went back to my house & stayed there all day. everything was going fine until taryn answered the call from the school saying that i was ( Read more... )

dumbshit <333333333

im NEVER satisfied.
& you're right .. things are good between us.
but why cant that be enough for me?

i can find a problem with anything.
im good at finding problems.

i need to stop thinking.
thats my #1 problem, i think too much.
its never gotten me anywhere.

im not even excited about dancing with the stars.
im not a big fan of anyone this season, there is ( Read more... )

WHO HAS AN A- IN CHEMISTRY?!
.. i think amanda has an A- in chemistry :)
my mouth literally dropped when i got my progress report on friday. 
if you asked me how i got an A- in that class, i dont think id be able to give you answer.

mike surprised me at work friday night <3

i just registered for the SATS.
hopefully this will be my last time taking them.

i ( Read more... )

[ take note to my new background .. thank you, al :) ]
the wonder years = LOVE <3

i FINALLY got my prom dress!
its a lilac / purple color, strapless, & it has beads on the top of it .. its simple, but pretty.
when i tell mike, im going to make it seem like its the ugliest dress in the world .. just to see what he says.

looking back at this time last ( Read more... )