I looked in the mirror this morning and decided that my body is adorable. Probably won't last long, but as long as I'm okay... who knows. It's amazing that life seems easier when you hate yourself, then there's the direct path to go down.

With my 13+ hour days, I've not been eating as little as I'd like to, but still under 1000 probably.

one cup of light popcorn (popped) is 20 calories.

i couldn't eat eggs (i took a bite and spit it out), nor carrots (same), so I'm taking two cups of popcorn with me on the road.

The past... well, since Thursday, I've not been great. I didn't conquer my sister's birthday like I wanted to. But I've also worked all weekend and have been crazy ( Read more... )

[today.]
scrambled egg whites - 30
oatmeal - 100

total - 130.

I should be proud of that, but I feel like shit right now so I'm struggling to carry that sort of esteem.

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Today, if I get off of work at a decent time (before or around 6:30), I'm going to the grocery store to pick up lettuce, tomato, fat free dressing, and more eggs (since starting today I only use whites).

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I am not feeling too well. I'm hoping it's just allergies from dealing with the dust while I was up tearing down the curtains. But my throat is tight and I'm coughing up shit. I'm hoping that this goes away before noon today, so I can go on my run. I took zycam, but who knows how far that shit will go ( Read more... )

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