I am the happiest girl in the world and back on track ( Read more... )

I figured what the hell - lets update this thing ( Read more... )

I could've given birth in the amount of time that it takes me to update. ha not really but close ( Read more... )

So much of myself has died since the last time i updated. Maybe death isn't the word... but old feelings coming alive again that are smothering my smile. I've made many many mistakes in the guy deparment... some I have spent seven years with (no you aren't a mistake, loving you wasn't a mistake, starting anything at all based on why was) some ( Read more... )

We are officially in the 12th week of the semester and I am still alive... somehow. I am registering for my final semester today, my graduation application is due, and my gown order is in. I am scared out of my mind. This is where I fuck up and fail my finals... BUT as of right now... I have dean's list. The only thing that I have set out to do ( Read more... )

I have officially had enough ( Read more... )

Things have been weird lately. I wanted to say things have been good, but there have been some really rough nights in there. The EAGLES have been poopyheads. They suck and I am angry. I can never show my face again in Friday's . School is ok. We are at midterms. Scary but I am holdin up. I made it through the beginning of October which is ( Read more... )

Sunday ( Read more... )

Piekna kleska as I understand it means beautiful disaster. I am believing that more and more every day. There have been several people in my life that have called me beautiful. There are many I believe that have meant it. What I think of myself when I look in the mirror doesn't really matter in the long run. Its what I think of myself when I ( Read more... )

There have been three men that have tremendously hurt me in the past. But oddly enough even though all three had differnt approaches they all ended in me feeling the same way. Like anything that they ever told me isn't true. Its hard for me to get dressed to go out without doing the truth limbo. Was he being serious when he told me I was ( Read more... )