so this is the first time i have updated my journal in over a year.I guess it about time to get back in the swing of things.my daughter being just a year old know is the biggest pain in the ass.Today she decided to take a nose dive into the floor and her precious little teeth went into her lip.I have to say this was the first time i say her bleed. ( Read more... )

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So the last couple of weeks have been tough.My roomate tied to commit suicide the other night.He cut his wrist which is not cool at all.I had to call the police.They took him away in an ambulance and they admitted him into a hospital.I think i lost my job cause of this whole situation,But i was at the police station and the hospital all night ( Read more... )

sorry bout the pic and space if any one can help me with this i am illiterate when it comes to pics .
thanks

so today i am off to get some hooks throwm in my back.Every year we have a suspension get together with people from all over the country.i will be doing a 4point suicide where i get on a beam with some-1- else.Its kind of like a seasaw but it goes around in a circle and up and down.so i run and he is in the air he comes down i go up.We try to get ( Read more... )

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So the other day i got into a fight with my wife about issues such as communication.Know i argued with her because she never communicates with me about her feelings at all.So i never know how she feels about me.Im always there for her and i always try to see whats going on with her.For instance,how she feels ,how was work,if there is something ( Read more... )

i am so sick and tired of work,there is so much drama at the shop.first off the heating system sucks so it is freezing cold in there,this makes me sick i am very vulnerable to catching colds and when i get rid of one it comes back.my boss fired all of the receptionist except for 1 which she works just days i have been stuck doing both jobs this ( Read more... )

Lately my relationship has been beter.even though we havent talked everything out.Will talk about something for 5 minutes then thats it and things will be alright but sometimes i dont get everything i need to say gets in.But then we get along better,which is good.Things have been so much better.We have been getting along better the only thing i ( Read more... )

Its been a while since i posted and i figured i will.i had a good time on my trip it went well.Im very aggravated with things lately and i dont know why.My marriage seems alright but i fear times my wife is not happy.Maybe its just me but i cant quite figure it out.I have no energy to do anything.I cant get organized with anything.I have been ( Read more... )