today i scored pretty good with material things, such as yesterday and the day before, but i was really really bored. all my friends have been really busy, and havent been able to come out that much, if at all. and ther hasnt been much to do, other than get high for me and lazily look for a job ( Read more... )

i feel so lazy today..maybe cuz i smoked my last bowl way to early. everyone seems distant yet again. and i dont know how to describe it other than that im really really bored, and i dont feel like being alone, i wanna get out and do SOMETHING, but at the same times i just feel like being....=-o alone! isnt that weird? i HATE being alone most of ( Read more... )

havent written here in a long time. but, unlike my usual gina-ness...i dont feel like alot of ppl seeing this..only my close friends. so..sorry xanga, you dont get this entry tonight ( Read more... )

all sundays are really slow. why is that? i hate it, sunday must be the crappiest day of the week. no one can or really wants to do anything or go anywhere. i usually just sit around all day...except for those special sundays, that are all gay and slow like usual and then you get a surprise like later on and the sunday is a great one. but those are ( Read more... )

am i...reclusing lol? ugh i dont know if thats how you spell that but oh well. usually i will talk to anyone about whats wrong but..not lately. i just dont feel like talking about it. im not going to do E anymore. jsut that one night i notice has dome some damage. while i type this every single word i have to backspace on at least twice! its ( Read more... )

whoo a great weekend thats all i have to say. i dont like to write much in here...no one really pays attention to this one..i mean i like to write stuff and hear ppls opinions and just stuff. eh its better ( Read more... )

well today was good too...not as good as yesterday but still good. i found rosemary and fil again. ppl that were my friends but i lost touch with for various reason. anyways i hpoe to see fil tonight and/or tomorrow. hehe. fils great. we had some good times =-) but yea i dont think ima roll with danny tonight. but i might just smoke with virgil.

dude...today and tonight was the best ever!!!!! danny (kristy i was telling you about him..he was the guy we saw at 711..anyways. he came over here tonight at like 1..and we blazed and chilled, and we made out!! this guy is AMAZINGLY HOTT...i got alot of substances right now. im high as shit. tomorrow night im rolling with danny. ima fuck him and ( Read more... )

well i have a new journal...this one! hehe and only kristy and ryan know about it so i can say anything i want!!