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Un-Disillusioned
Finally, a day that I feel good. Drink your water and sleep well - it's that important. Back on the lemon water.
I wrote a note to myself titled disillusioned, it ended happier than it started, however it made clear the importance of arting and/or writing has in helping me organize my head.
Also the position at job is mine. It will be more back ( Read more... ) -
Recoup
I got Monday and Tuesday off this week. Monday I didn't do anything. I can say that without feeling completely guilty because I was fracking tired. Today is do all the things day. Michael called me yesterday to ask if I wanted to be on the shelf maintenance crew. It's a night gig from 9 to 5. It's a solid 40 a week so of course I jumped on it ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
1 strip, 2 strip, 3 strip 7.
That is what it is like frying bacon.
Now that that heavy food is sitting in my tum I have lost all motivation to do productive things. At least I put the sprouting lemon seeds in dirt, did a few loads of laundry, found the important papers I was looking for and flossed. 1.5 hours. That is all the time I have left ( Read more... ) -
Close call?
So it's been a hectic day as usual at THD. I was at the lumber exit and I got a super brief "hey how is it going conversation" with Thomas (my team leader who's super neat, gay and really encouraging). I was about to tell him that I'm waiting to hear from another job that might send me to Iowa. Then the Front End Supervisor just happens to be ( Read more... ) -
Neglected chest of secrets
Hey LJ. It's been 2 years since I've put anything in here. I am employed, and I am poor. However, I am not anxious. I felt called to quit my last job. My immediate money plans didn't pan out but the Lord is faithful. My current job doesn't pay me enough to cover mortgage, electricity, food, phone, Internet and gas. I'm not sure which one to ( Read more... ) -
Into the fray
Like a torch on a cold day, a flagpole in the rain, so I stand.
Alone and over whelmed.
I am a comet, I am a rock. I am a moon.
Seconds, the currency of time, the clock tells me where I am.
I am now.
Every moment that I am I am less than I wanted.
The pace of passing every opportunity is slow and beleagueredQuartz soldiers, and so they march ( Read more... ) -
less pennies
I've been unemployed for nearly two months now. Money leaves my pockets like wow. I'd give my left toe for a cash cow although walking would make me go ow ( Read more... ) -
Seeds
If you know me personally please don't share my thoughts with everyone you know. I consider this place sacred. "This place" being live journal. There is a confidence in sharing with strangers that I do not feel is for everyone in my circle of friends ( Read more... ) -
Spring cleaning
So my parents came over and helped me clean my apartment. I feel a little guilty but the place is cleaner and I also have a new resolution. To not let my apartment go to crap like it was. Of course I need to start waking up earlier and exercising a little more. Anyway ( Read more... ) -
heavy
The dogs are gone from the house I'm sitting. I had a mild panic/anxiety attack when the loneliness of this house hit me. This will be the first time that I will have confessed to a panic attack. What this looks like is I mentally and emotionally curl up into a ball. I've been learning a lot about myself lately. If only I could say that it's ( Read more... )