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do you think im pretty?

"don't talk back to me. i'm not your father."
-mom.

step 1: "what are you doing tonight?"
step 2: say "nothing", even though you know very well that you have plans that you will never be able to get out of.
step 3: "you should come to my buddy's house"
step 4: say "okay" even though you know you wont. ask for a ride.
step 5: "yeah, sure"
step 6: talk about stuff in car.
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i guess im happy the way things are.
i guess nothing needs to change.
i guess i dont want you.
i guess im fine.
i guess.

"don't be poor. it's not cool."
-mom

what was the start of all this?
when did the cogs of fate begin to t - u - r - n ?
perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer now,
from deep within the flow of time...
but, for a certainty, back then,
we loved so many, yet hated so much,
we hurt others and were hurt ourselves...
yet even then we ran like the wind
whilst our laughter
echoed,
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im glad to see that im not ruining anybody's summer with my presence.
sleep.
tv.
computer.
chrono cross.
marie.
they're my only friends.

i wish someone would think of me this summer.

you are my love.
you are my life.
you're my baby.
you're my wife.
you keep me up.
when i am down.
you make me smile.
and never frown.
i never sleep.
and never shower.
i never eat.
and you give me that power.
♥


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