I took the worst test ever on tuesday. it was soooo hard. i studied so much and i was so full of hope. but once i saw the test, i just totally blanked out and panicked. As i was taking it i was like, "i'm not gonna cry, i'm NOT gonna cry," but tears kept coming out. RETARDED. conclusion: i am a dunce. Afterwards julie took me to soup plantation and ( Read more... )

things have been very busy indeed! lj even changed while i was gone from the face of this earth. letsee... aside from having a permanent body ache, my stomach is feeling weird again, and i am having trouble sleeping. i haven't slept through the entire night for two weeks straight, and yesterday i started feeling nauseas. skipped dinner and tried to ( Read more... )

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this year's camping trip was different from all the other ones because i had changed. i requested to be in the same tent as the younger sisters so that i could get to know them better. [joanna, judy, alison, and kelly]. right from the start i thought i would be somewhat babysitting them, [they started calling me "mommy", which actually made me feel ( Read more... )

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i've looked forward to paris all summer.. and now that it's just a few days away.. i suddenly have cold feet! i feel homesick already! X_x. i'm scaredddd to go by myself. this would be perfect if i had someone going with me. *sigh* oh wellz. i'll be fine when by the time i'm there ( Read more... )