Sooooo, i've been looking forward to day for like the last week. I had so many plans, job hunting, getting my pic taken at sec. of state, cleaning the hall, hangin with terri........and im lame, i took a muscle relaxer cuz i couldnt sleep and then i slept in, like really late. Everywhere i wanted to apply has thier apps online, and i cant seem to ( Read more... )

 
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

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 so, i decided to suck it up and go see my mom ( Read more... )

Somedays I just feel this rage, it sits in my chest. Makes me wanna punch things and scream on top of my lungs. Today is one of those days ( Read more... )

 Im getting really really frustrated

its 11:46PM and I just woke up from my "nap"
How ever will I sleep tonight?!!?

Today was so exciting...I went on a date, a real date. My first date ever. 
It was like something you would see in a movie or something...
Went to roar on the river, and im sick i might add so i sweating bullets. He told me i looked good.
We held hands, got some lemonade. He ( Read more... )

2:30am, and ive been drunk dialed

im shocked, im flattered, im offended, im excited, im confused

i will give the subject some thought

I always say, the day I go without underwear would be the day my pants rip off....

well my mom dropped me off at my sister for what was supposed to be a few hours turned into a few days.

I had to shower right...couldnt put the same ones back on...so i free styled it

get to brittant and devins soccer game where i discover two giant holes on the butt of ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning in the saddest most depressed mood.
I've been thinking about my dad a lot lately, and how much my sister has been being a bitch to me.

I had a dream that i was on 96 driving in the rain and crashed and i got out of the car and walked around.  terri jessie and some indian woman were in terris car, and i got in and they were all ( Read more... )

i laugh at my own jokes