So I got close to someone, somebody i cant imagin life without....and they call to inform me they are moving. What the EFF!!! Mixed thoughts, mixed feelings...whateva!

So about a week and a half ago my sister calls me, whom i havent talked to in over a month. She invited me and my boo over for beer and pool. Tons of fun, let me tell you!!!

Eric moved ( Read more... )

This is the first time in my life thats i've actually felt tottally alone. I mean ive always thought it but looking back, ive always been on the move...from place to place, from friend to friend. Its old. I dont have not one single friend, people i thought were my friends but spread my business, make jokes about me, twist my words, im  done with it ( Read more... )

Well im ready to get a job i intend to keep, advoid the fill-ins in my life, because lately ive found out who my real friends are. I havent always been the best friend possible, i havent always been there for the people i care for, i havent always said the right things, or done the right thing, and im sorry to those ive hurt ( Read more... )

well after staying with raquel it was time to move on, so my brother danny told me i could stay the week at his house sleeping on the couch, so i agreed and thought it would be fun seeing that my brother normally makes me laugh all day. He comes to get me and a little bit of my stuff, he was in a  hurry so i didnt feel like it would be a good idea ( Read more... )

i woke up wondering what the hell i was thinking last night.  confused, with a stomache ache. Went to work, thinking about the funny times from last night, like raquel freaking out and  rolling around in the blinds. lol. the freaky man, billy who kept yelling that lynn fucked up and only gets a kiss on the cheek, and saying that he wants to marry ( Read more... )

I wanted to wake up around 9, that didnt happen. Slept in until about 12:30. Then went to get my check from work, well they ripped my off 6hours, and claims that i just dont know what im talking about. Then went to the village only to hear that i cant fill out an application simply because i dont have a gov. issued photo i.d. even though i have ( Read more... )

RAQUEL AND I ARE GETTING AN APARTMENT!!!

so well. I have a lot on my mind. 
I fight way to much with the person im with,
I just cant take it anymore,
things will never change,
there will never be the trust back that there once was
your a cheater, and you know exactly how to press my buttons.
You've used me, make a joke of me, and made me feel like i could never find better.
you say you dont want ( Read more... )