Sigh I'm so sick of life the way it is. My existence is so boring that I think I could now disappear and noone would know. It's so sickening to have to do the exact same thing everyday; work at a place where I'm underappreciated and underpaid.

Money is a big problem now. D:

Earning 420 a month is bullshit when I have to pay 300 every 5 weeks on ( Read more... )

It gets lonely sometimes, being in a camp full of people I don't particularly care about.

Very very lonely.

 Lol I think I've been thinking way too much lately. Too much happened in Thailand that's so hard to talk about and now with all the stuff in camp, my mind is totally exploding with the sheer massiveness of everything that's coming.

Life with the CMT was fantastic, but I always knew it was a dream that I had to wake up from, so I, as usual, ( Read more... )

 I'M NOT DEAD YET! I've just been too lazy to blog since I came back from thailand haha.

Oh gosh the first week back and work was terrible. So much happened in the 6 weeks I was gone from camp: new regulars, new NSFs and a whole lot of screwups lol. Too bad though, but that's just life. I've been dealt a fantastic hand by the SAF and it would be ( Read more... )

 No I really don't understand what it is I did wrong. Why the hell are you angry with me for pursuing my hobby ( Read more... )

Lol today was INSANE. Like seriously. I've never had such a crazy christmas eve before lol.

I went out with Ivan to Cine to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 (OMG DAMN CUTE <3 <3 <3 WHO CARES IF IT DOESN'T HAVE A PLOT) at 1.30, but the tickets for the 3pm, 3.30pm, 4pm and 4.30pm shows were all SELLING FAST, which meant that it wasn't really ( Read more... )

OMG HELLO BLOG. I practically forgot that I owned a blog ( Read more... )

I am BORED. It's been so many many weeks of my course already and I still feel exactly the same as at the start of my course: BORED ( Read more... )

I haven't blogged in FOREVER. Everyone, I HAVE POPed!! =D -pause for nonexistent round of applause ( Read more... )

Let's take a peek into a week of BMT life of Mr Merlion (a.k.a. ME ( Read more... )