yeah, i suck at life right now.  i'm seriously ready just to go. kill me now i say, but then i wonder..what will life be like without me. will everyone be happier? or will some people miss me. i often think of that at times. don't get me wrong, i'm not suicidal or anything.. i just often think what life would be like without me.

lately it just ( Read more... )

well, today was a pretty wasted day. just kinda woke up feeling like shit... that usually happens when the night before goes bad ( Read more... )

 Come Back - The Early November

Looking in your eyes
Praising every moment because you're my only light
Reading the stares at your passion that bears me now
Shedding no little tears
The silence scares us more than leaving could

Come back
Please don't leave me now
I'll be all that you need in life
Because I can't live without you and
I know all that you ( Read more... )

so far its been a good day. i went to work at 6am. yeah, early as fuck.. but i got up at 5:00am all by myself which was ok. but what made the day even greater, i got out of work an hour earlier than expected. :-D yay ( Read more... )

ok, lets everyone start talking to me at once. ok so i come home after taking douglas and his friend home, and i instantly walk into my room  and find this wonderful box sitting by my stereo. i get excited and start to shake it like i don't know what it is, even though i do. i open it and find my Something Corporate CD and the DVD chillin in the ( Read more... )

yay, now that this little thing called my journal is up and running | thanks to wonderful doug | -  it'll basically state my feelings, moods and whatever else i feel like putting into this. so yeah, this is the first entry. first entries always suck. even if you try to make them not suck.

i'm out...

...ex oh ex oh