soo.. i havent updated in a long while. what's been happinen around here. nothin. ha. i had a pretty productive day today. i washed my car, and cleaned the inside out.. which it needed..DeSpErAtLy...so yeah.

i'll update later.. i'm out

ex oh ex ohh...

hey, i haven't updated in a long while. but i've been pretty good. yesterday was an awesome day. christopher came over and spent the evening with me. i was so happy and so excited to see him. cause he's goin to south carolina :( this weekend. boo. i dont want him to go but he should. i keep telling him i'm gonna have a party without him. but i'm ( Read more... )

yeah.. this sucks..fuck.

i had a good day yesterday. i went to the mall with stacy and she witnessed my horrible road rage. then we went to target. i heart target. i applied for a target card and got denied. boo. fuck you target. they dont want my money as i can see. oh well ( Read more... )

hey . i hardly update this journal. i guess its not one of my favorite things to do. everytime i update, it seems as if somethings wrong or up sad, upset or depressed. so yeah.. guess. one of those three ( Read more... )

blah. thats all i can say right now..

why does it seem like everytime i ask a question about something - i get an exuse ( Read more... )

just put it this way.. this day fucking sucked i'm out... ex oh ex ohhh...

 i just had the scare of a lifetime last night. both of us, scared to no end. i'm extremely glad that nothing happened and everything is ok. i'd write in my journal what happened, but i'm sure alot of people read this so i'm keeping this one to myself.

last night was a good night, besides.. well.. yeah. but i got to see my christopher<3 which ( Read more... )

you know this journal thing is really a pain in my ass. but its really the only thing that i have to express myself. i probably look like a total basketcase from previous entries. but its seriously how i feel. i've never felt so alone before, especially when theres people all around me. i just feel like i'm being pushed away.  so one day, i'm just ( Read more... )