so, I had two interesting dreams last night. They were both about me getting married. I've never had dreams about that before, so it was wierd that they both happened last night ( Read more... )

Yeah, that's right, I just found out that my house caught on fire. Everyone's okay, and the insurance I guess is going to cover the damages. Damn wood stove and the "shielding falling off" or some shit like that. I'm more or less in shock right now. My parents didn't need this. Other than that, I'm okay, so don't worry. But damn. Talk about ( Read more... )

I just got back from seeing tristan and isolde and it is now one of my favorite movies ever. So, so beautiful. So, so good. Almost made me cry. On that note, I feel like I'm getting control over my emotions back, which I haven't had since that goddamn birth control. It's nice going to a movie and realizing you can appreciate it without ( Read more... )

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so, yeah, I hate feelings. Sometimes, I wish I could just live without feeling things and being affected by them. They suck. Everything is changing, but some things remain the same. I just wish I could find someone that wants me enough to forget past possibly bad experiences and actually love me like I love them. I'm capable of giving my heart ( Read more... )

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So, manda revamped my journal. Check it out. It's very pretty.

I feel like writing a poem again, so my next entry will probably be fun. Till then, nothing to say. bye.

so, how's everyone doing? I'm so good right now. I love life. Just wanted to let you all know that. Hope things work out with everyone, and planing solstice party. Should be lots of fun. Mmmm, drinking. Kay, talk to you guys and gals later cause I've gotta go watch John Cusack.