This is all bullshit. I'm fucking serious. I think I've had it up to here with all this fucking bullshit ( Read more... )

Well, after to talk to a young girl who I finally had the courage to tell I wronged some years back, Even though she admitedly said to me she knew, and we talked about it. It was fine now, but it's still kind of a sour spot for me because I almost used her as a rebound, but instead, only lead her on *sigh* it was fucked up even at the time and now ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore after last night and the last 8 days ( Read more... )

i sometimes really wonder if anyone cares about me. Only as a question. not some suicidal peon. i jes wonder. I want people to tell me and show me in some way so I don't think about considering any of that ( Read more... )

i seems truer more than ever that i am alone in all this and no one cares regardless what they say or how they put it ( Read more... )

it's been months. and without fail, she's all i think about. i've tried to break away and the harder i try, the more it all comes rushing back ( Read more... )

s i had an interesting convo with a friend that made me break into tears ( Read more... )

so i pulled my back out the other day at work real bad and it's killing me. but i got vicodin and motrin to help with the pain. and some whiskey to help wash it down ::evil grin ( Read more... )

you are khaki
#F0E68C
Your dominant hues are red and green, so you're definately not afraid to get in and stir things up. You have no time for most people's concerns, you'd rather analyze with your head than be held back by some random "gut feeling".

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand ( Read more... )

it's funny.... i left her gifts on her doorstep and she hasen't contacted my in anger or in happiness..

i'm drunk and i know that we're still in love

why?