but i still am in love with her

i can't deny it

i think i now know how Johnny Cash felt after he lost June Carter

i honestly feel i've gotten sick with a broken heart

i've become a bit pale

and with this pale skin.... i see her

is it sad to realize that she is the one that can save me after all the help i've already received?

i haven't slept

i have a bone to pick with her

it's bad... oh yeah it's bad

it'll get worse before it gets better

i'm a fuck up

someone kill me

i need to be dead before i get worse

I remember the last time i was this happy and i love every tear drop ( Read more... )

so far the past 5 days we some of the best days of my life ( Read more... )

all these signs point me back and think about her. i know how they all work and they're giving me hope that we'll be together again. make it right. i often times despise these skills that have been unlocked, but there's nothing I can do about it ( Read more... )

So... over the last 3 weeks... I've managed to lose my girlfriend, lose a friend, then an idol, then see said ex-girlfriend, endure anxiety attacks, endure cold sweats in my sleep, lose another friend, find out my little sister has been diagnosed with cervical cancer, and my sister divorcing her husband for good reason... but I get dragged into it ( Read more... )

an over possesive stalker is what i have been called ( Read more... )

so she left me in a mess and made me a wreck. apparently i was using her as a crutch and i stressed her out. i thought i bottled up shit, but fuck i had a hard time opening up and was working up the nerve. she has yet to hear me out and treating it like it's all about her and not us ( Read more... )

so it's in the midst of halloween haunt and you motherfuckers better go and visit me and let me try and scurr ya.

i fucking serious... go