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Howdy kids...last night was fun. I cleared up things with Clay and the confusion is finally starting to ebb away. All the pieces are falling into place. I just hope that Laura wasn't lying to me. I know that she has feelings that she's not telling me about...I just don't want to hurt her. She's been hurt enought thiese past weeks ( Read more... )

School's out and it hasn't really hit me yet that I'm now a junior ( Read more... )

Well school's out. Kind of bittersweet in a sense. I'm at Laura's house. I feel drunk...but I swear I'm not. Clay's party is tomorrow. Liquid cafe tonight. Not much to say. Bye for now.

I have come to a very final descision tonight and am quite pleased with myself. I think everyone else will be too...we'll just have to see.

I'm just going to go ahead and say that I'm sorry for being so down. I swear to God I'm bipolar ( Read more... )

I have a lot on my mind. I just don't know how much of it I actually want people to know. I mean, if people are wierded out by my icon, then maybe it's a good idea to keep things all bottled up inside. I just feel bad for the poor soul who fucks with me when that bottle is full ( Read more... )

Well last night was amazing! I got to see Vicki again and I met a bunch of people and I GOT TO SEE A PERFECT CIRCLE ( Read more... )

Today...I was denied ( Read more... )

Looking through old notes between Chappell and I. What happened?

I thought about "T" a lot today.

Collen too...

I'm scared of the future. I feel so alone and vulnerable. I just want somebody to understand...